You know that feeling when you’re holding your breath underwater, counting, lungs bursting, determined to stay that little bit extra and finally, your lungs give way and you shoot out of the water faint and gasping for air? And in that first breath, as your brain relaxes and vision clears, you feel like a moron?
I do. Literally and figuratively. Realized one of the simplest truths of my life this morning. I don’t remember feeling this light in my mind in a long time. In the span of half hour I find I’m ‘over’ a lot of emotional baggage from the past. Another bad experience, another lesson learnt.
And you know what? Life really is simple. Sunshine and rainbows. There is darkness, but of the good kind. I’m free. ![]()







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April 2, 2008 at 11:12 am
tapori
To be free is to be free to be thought of as a moron and to be free to be a moron. And not to care either way.
Congrats on your freedom! You’re ready for your next dive underwater
April 2, 2008 at 5:39 pm
Suraksha
@tapori:
Touché.
And w/ all the gyaan from the past dives, I think I can keep the next one at bay!
April 2, 2008 at 8:46 pm
Sagaro
Yetho solla try pannure nu theriyuthu ana athu yenna thaan puriyamatainguthu.
April 2, 2008 at 9:20 pm
Suraksha
@Gapp:

If you don’t understand it, just understand that you weren’t meant to understand it.
April 2, 2008 at 9:52 pm
Vaish
*hugs*
There you go!
Its all better now!
April 2, 2008 at 10:50 pm
Vandhana
*beams* I totally guessed it right this morning!
I’m good!!!!! 
red kurti/happy vibes/brightness
n I’m so happy for you! Bring back the ‘I’m so hyper today!’ sulu!
April 2, 2008 at 10:55 pm
Suraksha
@Vaish:
Awww, thanks girl!
@Van:
Heh. Yep, happiness it is! And the hyperness will be back soon, child!
April 3, 2008 at 1:00 am
Sagaro
*Ahem*
April 3, 2008 at 9:58 am
Hari
Hmm.. Very interesting.. Whatay coincidence.. Check this out..
http://aredletterword.blogspot.com/2005/12/dive.html
April 3, 2008 at 1:04 pm
Abhi
wats with thr baggage ? You are only allowed 20 kilos I am led to believe. Spice Jet charges extra
April 3, 2008 at 6:38 pm
Suraksha
@Hari:
Checked it out. Scary.
@Abhi:
Bad one. Very, very, verrrrrrryyy bad one!
April 3, 2008 at 10:34 pm
Abhi
Ha
April 3, 2008 at 11:38 pm
prats
There’s nothing better than understanding your own inner soul…and if you find yourself free of baggage….that means your one step ahead into the life of discovery…discovering true happiness
April 4, 2008 at 7:06 pm
iamvisheshur
lol to quote myself
” mortality is lost when sense of reality is found.”
April 5, 2008 at 12:32 am
Suraksha
@prats:
This isn’t about the inner soul, but about the outer relationships and ties that bind you to people other than yourself.
@iamvisheshur:
That’s completely inappropriate.